11. Cracking.

I don't want to remember how to care again. I can't...not right now. I'll break. I have enough to deal with, without thoughts of how we used to be haunting me. I love how you can freely go on with your life. I wish I could too, but hearts don't break even.

I'm here with a broken heart and alone, just waiting for you to come back...but I know I shouldn't. I can't let go though.