5. What ever happened.

What ever happened to your promise to try harder and work for our relationship? You said it yourself, it requires work. Where has it been lately? I've been trying but it doesn't seem like it's your concern anymore. I'm not trying to be a bitch. I'm scared. Scared as hell right now. I don't want to lose you again. I CAN'T. I wouldn't be able to deal with it. I'd try, but I think I would just die on the inside and slowly kill myself on the outside to kill what I feel inside. I could barely function last time...I don't want to feel that way again...I just want to love you...is it that bad? I want to make you happy again, how do I make you happy again? I wish you'd tell me what to do...